Friday, March 12, 2010

New Revolution

Welcome to the new revolution not a revolution of guns and blood, but of information and technology. This will be an exciting time for all of here at Confederated bunny and we hope that you will join us as we move towards the future.

Sometimes I wish I could just take all of my anger, hate, and emotions push them into a little ball and hurl it into the sun where they belong. . That way they can’t get involved in my life and hurt myself more than they should. One of the few things that keeps me from accepting the cold embrace of the Reaper is that it would hurt my mother, and people would think I took the easy way out. Another thing that stops me is that I want people to remember me. I hope they do, most of the time I still act like a child much younger than I am I know I am approaching 30 but I still act like I’m in my teens, with imagination and energy, from inside my head I think I look different than I actually do, most of it depends on what I am doing at the time. Yes I know this has ended differently than from what it started out as, but unfortunately that is the way my mind works. Deal with it.

You’re not really here

You’re not really there

Everyone you know is never there

When you need someone

They are never ever there

Leaving you alone inside yourself.